Monday, October 25, 2010

babynames

me and adam just cant decide on baby names!
when im actually pregnant its gonna be such a issue
the only name we decided on was a girl name , and thats gonna be Bailey emma russell
and for a boys name , he likes. Hunter, i would prefer , Jack hunter russell ,
Or not even hunter at all LOL!.
i always loved the name, chance. and jack , so im sticking with those names
tell me what you think!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

drugs,i hate you


this is a heavy subject for me . i grew up around drugs and alchol. it really made a impact on me. i wish drugs didnt exist , i wish they wernt addictive. i wish it wasnt such a long process to being clean. it seems like i never really had a childhood , it was always worrying about that one person im suppose to look up too , hes suppose to be my big brother , im not suppose to take care of him when hes high and cant function , and is to drunk and cant walk , im not proud to say my brother is a drug addict , my brother , my big brother that is suppose to watch out for me , but instead im cleaning up his needles. * id beg and beg for him to get better , when i finally think hes getting help ,he slips , and it happens again , sometimes i hate him so much for putting mom and dad through this , how can u be so selfish , how can u do this to your little sister , ? i miss the old you , i miss being able to see you when i want. but now i cant its like when u finally get out of jail , your back in , its like deju vu , its like nothing will change , its like u wont change , all i know is that ii love you ,

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

what do you think is real beautty?

obvously her reflection is real beauty , but she doesnt see it ,
definition Anorexia nervosa is an eating disorder characterized by refusal to maintain a healthy body weight, and an obsessive fear of gaining weight due to a distorted self image.It is a serious mental illness with a high incidence of comorbidity and also the highest mortality rate of any psychiatric disorder. here are some signs of anorexia
Early symptoms of anorexia nervosa include:
This may progress to:
Severe symptoms include:

anorexia is a serious thing , its something alot of people "make fun of" and mis interperate , i know alot about this , from personal experience , if u ever wanna talk , email me , Also , what do you think real beauty is , cause most people think it is to be thin. id like to hear some thoughts

Monday, June 30, 2008

The black knight






So i totually cant wait for the dark knight,as i imagin its going to be a emotional movie,especially the premier, i love heath and this movie is going to be great:)

r.i.p Heath ♥

Michelle Williams is speaking up about reports that she is missing the premiere of Heath Ledger's final movie, The Dark Knight, due to "issues" over the late actor's will with his family.

Mara Buxbaum, Michelle William's rep, said in a statement released Tuesday, "The presumption that Michelle ever intended to attend The Dark Knight premiere is unfounded, but to say she is 'boycotting' due to a rift with Heath's family is absurd. It is time to allow this family to go about their lives without this continued scrutiny and speculation."

Still, we hope Heath's dad, Kim, doesn't blow away all of the money from the estate like he has done in the past with his own inheritance.

As for Ledger's family, they have confirmed their attendance at the movie premier.

The family will be flying out from Western Australia to New York for the premier on July 14th.

That's just a few days before the six-month anniversay of heath's passing on January 22nd of this year.

It's still so sad.






Friday, June 27, 2008



I love these boots
















I love this bra and pantie set!


















I Love this bathing suit!
And that White Top!
















Love this suit too!

So i gotta say "city of bones" is the best book i have ever red! , Its full of life and fantasy!. And not to mention.. "jace" is one HOT shadow hunter!=]

There is nuthing more romantic then watching the sunset! =]

I love JT yorke!

So all i can say is .."Emma is one brave gal!;)

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Terrance


All of them!, its hard to name them all because they look the same!

Terrance!

Terrance

Terrance

Terrance!

Thursday, June 5, 2008

My Buys!



Rimmel volume booster[With collagan]

My New Shoe


Shampoo![Expensive shampoo]

Clutch Bag

Rimmel london[Lash bling]

My New Shoes!, [Front View]

Friday, May 30, 2008

Thursday, May 22, 2008

What I wore today!


High Waisted shorts, With white tank top tucked in

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

My angel was looking out for me today as wel as my spirit guide, As she allways does
All you need to do is ask for him/her and shes there
I ♥ my angela And my spirit guide, i hope you do too !, And take time to go out and read sylvia browne's boofk of angels!,
Its a excellent book! i reccomend it!, And dont Push your angel or spirit guide away , They are only there to protect you!

Angel of god,my guardian dear
to whom gods love commits me here
ever this day be at my side,
to light and guard,and rule and guide
-Sylvia browne♥
All the clothes you see here i got them at
  • Sirens fashion
  • And suzy shiers!
    My Two favorite stores=]

My Half shirt .. i got it at suzy shiers! =]
25.00$

the bottums!, i love them Aloot!,they flair at the bottum! :)
I got them at suzy shiers
28.00$

Top of my new dress pants

my shirt, its new! , its soo comfy and chic!;)
15.00$

Black new shorts i got high waisted ,
16.00$ i love them !
My new high waist shorts i got when i was in fredricton!, Im in love with them only 15.00$

Summer dress-From sirens!,My new favorite store ;) 19.99$